Sarah recounts her experience with Chi Alpha at Murray State, a campus ministry led by Mark, who used fear and manipulation to enforce obedience. She describes how the group isolated members from family and friends, controlled major life decisions, and demanded unquestioning loyalty. The situation escalated when Sarah became pregnant from an assault; Mark accused her of having the devil, forced her to recant her story, and drove her to an out-of-state clinic for an abortion. Leaving the group was difficult, but excommunication ultimately gave her clarity to heal. Sarah now finds purpose in helping others, using her story to warn against high-control groups and encourage survivors to trust their instincts.