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Why Devout Mormon Missionary Denounced it All

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When a 19 year old was sent to a war zone in a Russia for his mission, the deep need to remain “faithful” left him scarred when he finally made it home. Years later, his faith would unravel, causing massive shockwaves amongst his family.  Following up our enlightening interview with filmmaker Kyson Dana, today we go LIVE with him to further discuss life after his traumatic Mormon Mission. Click here to watch on YouTube [https://youtube.com/live/nafFjzLR5P0] Watch our initial interview with Kyson [https://youtu.be/YbhKUZfEmjY] Watch Kyson’s film: “The dark side of my Mormon Mission”   [https://youtu.be/Im4p0jjYGxw?si=JWeHmm2mKuczEk1a] Support Kyson! Yt: https://www.youtube.com/@kysondana  [https://www.youtube.com/@kysondana] IG: https://www.instagram.com/kysondana/  [https://www.instagram.com/kysondana/] Website: secondnatureclub.com [http://secondnatureclub.com] Subscribe to our C2C "CLIPS" Channel! [https://www.youtube.com/@CultstoConsciousnessClip] Support C2C - Any donations are welcome and appreciated to support the making of this podcast. Find our FULL (uncensored) merch store here! [https://cults-to-consciousness-shop.fourthwall.com/en-usd] Patreon https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness [https://www.patreon.com/cultstoconsciousness] Venmo @sheliseann Find us on Social media! Instagram @cultstoconsciousness [https://www.instagram.com/cultstoconsciousness]  Host Instagram @sheliseann  [https://www.instagram.com/sheliseann/] Co Producer / Host @jonathan.rosales_  [https://www.instagram.com/jonathan.rosales_] TikTok @cults.to.consciousness  [http://cults.to.consciousness] Twitter @cultstocon [https://twitter.com/cultstocon]  **Disclaimer: This podcast provides a platform for guests to share their personal experiences and opinions. The views expressed are solely those of the guest and do not necessarily reflect the views of the hosts or producers. Any allegations discussed are unverified and represent personal accounts only. All individuals mentioned are presumed innocent unless proven otherwise. The podcast assumes no legal responsibility for statements made by guests.** See Privacy Policy at https://art19.com/privacy [https://art19.com/privacy] and California Privacy Notice at https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info].

Highlights

In this live follow-up, filmmaker Kyson Dana opens up about the lasting scars of his traumatic Mormon mission in Russia and the slow, painful unraveling of his faith. He shares how a viral video sparked conversations about missionary experiences, the hidden shame and self-policing within Mormon culture, and the three key moments that triggered his deconstruction. The conversation also touches on family fallout, the emotional weight of breaking generational ties, and the healing found in self-compassion and honest storytelling.
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The shame in Mormon culture is harmful.
15:32
My entire worldview and life purpose collapsed.
17:54
Fear keeps members from exploring outside perspectives.
30:46
His departure caused spiritual grief and fear about the future.
43:23
Trust yourself over forcing deconstruction.
48:36
Trust people's innate goodness rather than trying to change them.

Chapters

The Mission That Left Scars: Trauma, Shame, and the First Cracks in Faith
00:00
When the World Collapses: The Identity Crisis of Losing Belief
13:06
Fear and Self-Compassion: Breaking Free from Mormonism's Grip
17:54
Family Fallout: Confessing to Mom and Finding Dad's Hidden Doubts
25:44
Honoring Ancestors and Supporting a Granddaughter's Mission Choice
38:14
Finding Your Own Path: Advice on Healing, Fatherhood, and Moving Forward
46:05

Transcript

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